Karma says that you will get what you deserve. Christianity, on the other hand, will tell you that Jesus got what we all deserved. Jesus died the kind of death we all should have died, but I'm so glad that after He died in our place, He conquered death, hell, and the grave by rising again. We deserve hell, but when we receive Him as Lord and Savior, although we'll face physical death at some point in time (unless we are alive when Jesus returns for the saints), the second death cannot claim us.
My sins and your sins, and everything that God knew we would mess up on, are messing up now, and will mess up on in the future got nailed to the cross. I fail to do right at times yes, and satan the accuser does his best to point that out, but I know I am forgiven. I am washed in the blood of the Lamb that was slain before the foundation of the world. I am sealed by the Holy Spirit unto the day of redemption. My name is written in the Lambs Book of Life. As I think about my own upcoming marriage, I am glad about being able to feast at the Marriage Supper of the Lamb. Are you focusing too much on your present circumstances? Or are you focusing on the bigger picture that Jesus reigns and will reign forever and ever? When the devil tries to remind you of your past, just remind him about his future. We win in Christ!
I just want to encourage and inspire as many people as I can for Jesus Christ.